jessica. octopie, starry nights, and being footloose. personal @jayaibee23

December 1st
November 28th
My friends think I’m insane.

Maybe things are moving fast. I wouldn’t have it any other way though. I love him.

So far it’s been a week and things are going great.

November 20th
The nights

It’s hard to imagine that almost year ago I literally felt like I was dying without you. You broke my heart so deeply. Even though we bounced back and forth I always had so much invested in you. Now I see, we were never meant to be. I’m sorry if that hurts. I’m just glad you’re happy for me. He really does make me happy. It’s weird, after you, I never thought I would feel this way for a guy. Oh the way he makes the sun shine though. I always felt a pull to him, so much more than a friendship. I feel so blessed. 
Now I’m off to enjoy the night with him by my side.

November 19th
night one

so far so good:) 

it’s been a long day. Moving someones life is not easy. Especially when you can feel the pain the feel. I mean how else would one feel when this is their sixth time moving in one year. I’m just glad you have home now. This is going to be a great experience. I can feel it in my bones<3

November 10th
November 10th

GW: 105lbs by Valentines Day 2012. I think it’s possible :3

November 9th I wish this was a nightmare&#8230;.you were just here yesterday&lt;/3

I wish this was a nightmare….you were just here yesterday</3

November 9th &#8220;To my best friend Dutchess, I loved you with all of my heart you were always there for me and for that i thank you&#8230; It is with tears in my eyes and sadness in my heart I say see you later, and not goodbye as i will see you again on the other side.You will be greatly missed my princess now you go and play nice with all the other doggies. and you be a good girl for mommy i love you and i&#8217;m so sorry. R.I.P. DUTCHESS BARRIOS&#8221; -My mom

“To my best friend Dutchess, I loved you with all of my heart you were always there for me and for that i thank you… It is with tears in my eyes and sadness in my heart I say see you later, and not goodbye as i will see you again on the other side.You will be greatly missed my princess now you go and play nice with all the other doggies. and you be a good girl for mommy i love you and i’m so sorry. R.I.P. DUTCHESS BARRIOS” -My mom

November 9th